Isolation in the city of bridges: [not] a travel story
I just got back from a long weekend in Pittsburgh with friends, 5-hour drives. It was fun. But through my only lense this is what I saw: nothing and me. The city's wonderful but not me.
THIS IS A LOOK INTO #DEPRESSION
I don't deserve to be on a road trip, and I should probably pick up that call from mom. She's already called 13 times today and that's an unlucky number.
This is my highlight. I feel more connected to sepia-toned photos than the here and now.
Another highlight was staying in the car instead going to the french dessert place that everyone loved. I deserved this.
How could a city so vibrant and alive be so dead?
Because I've always looked up away from the crowds.
It's my fault and I deserve this.
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