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CHESTER BENNINGTON 1976-2017

Two months ago you were singing at Chris Cornell funeral. Klik the link to watch https://youtu.be/s71v3dQ9m8I

You sent a letter to him after the tragedy.

"I dream about the Beatles last night. I woke up with Rocky Raccoon playing in my head and a concerned look my wife's face. She told me my friend had just passed away. Thoughts of you flooded my mind and I wept. I'm still weeping, with sadness, as well as gratitude for having shared some very special moments with you and your beautiful family. You have inspired me in many ways you could never have known. Your talent was pure and unrivalled. your voice was joy and pain, anger and forgiveness, love and heartache all wrapped up into one. I suppose that's what we all are. You helped me understand that. I just watched a video of you singing "A Day In The Life" by the Beatles and thought of my dream. I'd like to think you were saying goodbye in your own way. I can't imagine a world without you in it. I pray you find peace in the next life. I send my love to your wife and children, friends and family. Thank you for allowing me to be part of your life. With all my love. Your friend, €#£$+£R ]}£[][][G+O]["

And few days ago you decided to end your struggle againts depression, drugs and alcohol on the anniversary of your best friends.

Everybody shock and broken heart. Why Chester? Why? Yeah, i think million people in the world, your family, your bandmate, your friends, your fans ask the same question.

But, if people notice the sign you give, listen your confusion and really care about your problems, maybe we can change the destiny??? Klik to watch: Chester talk about depresion https://youtu.be/2TtDWGK-ego

Didn't they hear your confusion in the your first single on your latest album? HEAVY.

"I don't like my mind right now Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary Wish that I could slow things down I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic And I drive myself crazy Thinking everything's about me Yeah I drive myself crazy 'Cause I can't escape the gravity I'm holding on Why is everything so heavy? Holding on To so much more than I can carry I keep dragging around what's bringing me down If I just let go, I'd be set free Holding on Why is everything so heavy? You say that I'm paranoid But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me It's not like I make the choice To let my mind stay so fucking messy I know I'm not the center of the universe But you keep spinning round me just the same I know I'm not the center of the universe But you keep spinning round me just the same I'm holding on Why is everything so heavy? Holding on To so much more than I can carry I keep dragging around what's bringing me down If I just let go, I'd be set free Holding on Why is everything so heavy? I know I'm not the center of the universe But you keep spinning round me just the same I know I'm not the center of the universe But you keep spinning round me just the same And I drive myself crazy Thinking everything's about me I'm holding on Why is everything so heavy? Holding on To so much more than I can carry I keep dragging around what's bringing me down If I just let go, I'd be set free Holding on Why is everything so heavy? Why is everything so heavy? Why is everything so heavy?"

And, people start to say: why you don't talk to someone if you have a big problem? Read the lyrics of the third single of Linkin Park: TALK TO MY SELF.

"Tell me what I gotta do There's no getting through to you The lights are on but nobody's home (nobody's home) You say I can't understand But you're not giving me a chance When you leave me, where do you go? (Where do you go?) All the walls that you keep building All this time that I spent chasing All the ways that I keep losing you The truth is, you turn into someone else You keep running like the sky is falling I can whisper, I can yell But I know, yeah I know, yeah I know I'm just talking to myself Talking to myself Talking to myself But I know, yeah I know, yeah I know I'm just talking to myself I admit I made mistakes But yours might cost you everything Can't you hear me calling you home? All the walls that you keep building All this time that I spent chasing All the ways that I keep losing you The truth is, you turn into someone else You keep running like the sky is falling I can whisper, I can yell But I know, yeah I know, yeah I know I'm just talking to myself Talking to myself Talking to myself But I know, yeah I know, yeah I know I'm just talking to myself All the walls that you keep building All this time that I spent chasing All the ways that I keep losing you The truth is, you turn into someone else You keep running like the sky is falling I can whisper, I can yell But I know, yeah I know, yeah I know I'm just talking to myself Talking to myself Talking to myself But I know, yeah I know, yeah I know I'm talking to myself"

So WDYT? Still not enough? Here the clues. Read the lyrics of one of the songs on Linkin Park latest album: NOBODY CAN SAVE ME.

"I'm dancing with my demons I'm hanging off the edge Storm clouds gather beneath me Waves break above my head Head-first hallucination I wanna fall wide awake now You tell me it's alright Tell me I'm forgiven, tonight But nobody can save me now I'm holding up a light Chasing up the darkness inside 'Cause nobody can save me Stared into this illusion For answers yet to come I chose a false solution But nobody proved me wrong Head-first hallucination I wanna fall wide awake Watch the ground giving way now You tell me it's alright Tell me I'm forgiven, tonight But nobody can save me now I'm holding up a light I'm chasing up the darkness inside 'Cause nobody can save me Been searching somewhere out there For what's been missing right here (I wanna fall wide awake now) Been searching somewhere out there For what's been missing right here I wanna fall wide awake now So tell me it's alright Tell me I'm forgiven, tonight And only I can save me now I'm holding up a light Chasing up the darkness inside And I don't wanna let you down But only I can save me! Been searching somewhere out there For what's been missing right here."

Here the one more sign: ONE MORE LIGHT

"Should've stayed, were there signs, I ignored? Can I help you, not to hurt, anymore? We saw brilliance, when the world, was asleep There are things that we can have, but can't keep If they say Who cares if one more light goes out In the sky of a million stars It flickers, flickers Who cares when someone's time runs out If a moment is all we are Or quicker, quicker Who cares if one more light goes out Well I do The reminders, pull the floor from your feet In the kitchen, one more chair than you need, oh And you're angry, and you should be, it's not fair Just 'cause you can't see it, doesn't mean it isn't there If they say Who cares if one more light goes out In the sky of a million stars It flickers, flickers Who cares when someone's time runs out If a moment is all we are Or quicker, quicker Who cares if one more light goes out Well I do Who cares if one more light goes out In the sky of a million stars It flickers, flickers Who cares when someone's time runs out If a moment is all we are Or quicker, quicker Who cares if one more light goes out Well I do Well I do"

"I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter. I had to fall to lose it all but in the end it doesn't even matter."

In The End - Linkin Park

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