I can't seem to get to bed quick enough now
I wish I had that spark that I had when I was nine years old. Nothing could stop me then. I thought I was invincible. Here I am now, the most vulnerable human being on the planet, Worrying about a man who could never love me back.
To A Friend
I want to throw you down the stairway and give you a hug. Can't you see what's wrong here? You're hurting yourself and you don't even know it. I want to break every bone in your body, then drive you to the hospital. I don't care about the tickets, I'll run every red light I come across, all to make sure you're okay. I'll buy you ice cream after. I wanna punch you in the face and give you a kiss, I'll break your nose and leave glitter on your lips. I want to hit you over the head with a baseball bat. I want to shake you in and out of consciousness. I want to paint your nails and dye your hair with you. I want to do a lot of things, most importantly, I want you to see. What you're doing to yourself, Is what you're doing to me. But we're not talking anymore, are we? So for now, I'll just stick to "poetry."
I wonder if I'll ever own a nice house. I wonder if I'll ever keep a stable job. I wonder if I'll have a career. I wonder how I could keep my nice house. Will I ever get married? Will it be my soulmate like how that psychic said in 2012? I wonder.
Je n'aimais pas Essuyer Votre rouge à lèvres Hors de moi C'était comme Abadonner La trophée de premier place