I can't seem to get to bed quick enough now

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Alaska Monaco

I wish I had that spark that I had when I was nine years old. Nothing could stop me then. I thought I was invincible. Here I am now, the most vulnerable human being on the planet, Worrying about a man who could never love me back.

To A Friend

I want to throw you down the stairway and give you a hug. Can't you see what's wrong here? You're hurting yourself and you don't even know it. I want to break every bone in your body, then drive you to the hospital. I don't care about the tickets, I'll run every red light I come across, all to make sure you're okay. I'll buy you ice cream after. I wanna punch you in the face and give you a kiss, I'll break your nose and leave glitter on your lips. I want to hit you over the head with a baseball bat. I want to shake you in and out of consciousness. I want to paint your nails and dye your hair with you. I want to do a lot of things, most importantly, I want you to see. What you're doing to yourself, Is what you're doing to me. But we're not talking anymore, are we? So for now, I'll just stick to "poetry."

Midnight Thoughts

I wonder if I'll ever own a nice house. I wonder if I'll ever keep a stable job. I wonder if I'll have a career. I wonder how I could keep my nice house. Will I ever get married? Will it be my soulmate like how that psychic said in 2012? I wonder.

Je n'aimais pas Essuyer Votre rouge à lèvres Hors de moi C'était comme Abadonner La trophée de premier place

En fin

Alaska Monaco

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